It's been a while since I last updated my jOurnal. Some things have changed such as people, feelings and just how I used to think about them.

         By the way, Tong- AHH aka Sabin came over to my work place during my lunch break. haha he brought my attention to this importunate event on why I stopped calling someone didi. Isnt the reason obvious ? If you go behind my back talking bad about me without even knowing me so damn well, and act all sweet and nice in front of me ... DUH' am not gona call your sleazy ass didi. Didi is a word of respect... when I first met you (which I really regret to this very day) I thought you were someone reputable but the whole of you"s" turn out otherwise. If you yourself don't act like a didi then how am I supposed to be calling you one ? If you try to change maybe then in the future I will call you didi again but for now.. you did things which hurt me and YES I am holding a grudge against you but I am more disappointed in me for so easily trusting you and being manipulated! See.. this is why I stopped calling you didi. So stop your whining about me not  calling u didi no more to EVERY GUY YOU TALK TO! çoluk çocuk is so funny, one is an attention seeker and the other is no strings attached only wadevas.

        Anyways ... I saw my baby. E minute I saw my baby, I forgot bout everything else. he has really grown and I officially took over. Belle will never call biraj up ever again. So biraj dun worry she will never call u up regarding Romi. Thank You for your help till now. I am so glad that he is officially mine and my baby will not be scared of no one. It was such a good feeling when we finally met after so many months. He was giving me kisses and I was like aww .. baby … I missed u too. The cutest part was when he rest his head on my leg while I was just  giving him a massage and apologizing to him in my heart. I felt like he knew I was never gona give him up=) although I had not been there for a long time to visit him. At least Romi has enough trust. My baby’s second year birthday is also coming up. I guess I just got to postpone it. But during summer I really got to throw a birthday bash for my baby. At least I know my baby loves me and will never change just by listening to others. This is something I want to keep with me .. officially mine. Just a lil upset because he is not beside me. Other than that, I am so looking forward a new tomorrow. I feel like I am waiting for someone or something or vice versa. I dunno why but I am really excited. Maybe its cause moma is coming soon =) den no more money issues.

       I am sleepy now, gonna go back to sleep now. I will try uploading my baby’s pics =D. He is so damn cute. And he does look happy too. Gooo nIghtO people.